by Darrian-Ashoka, first written 9/16. Then revised 12/17
A recent a new pal on Deviant Art web community took the time to reach out to me with some kind comments of praise, which is the only payments I can realistically expect to receive for all I put out there to the public. He had asked how long I've been at photography, and if I need to edit those images. He inspired me to add this entry to my blog:
I began capturing images on film back in the early 80's in an effort to capture more than just family snapshots to document those elusive moments that time erases every second, hours, days, and years. I first used my Canon AE-1 SLR camera with a standard 50mm lens, so it has been a while since I had got serious about making art on film. I had experimented with different types of lighting, long exposures on a tripod, and other tricks like dual exposure. Night photography was a particular favorite, but my interest varied widely. At the turn of the century I had switched over to digital photography for it's speed and versatility to see and manipulate those images without the need for an independent photo lab or darkroom. Although, being digital photography at that time was still in it's infancy, so those digital images were small and not terribly clear. They were good enough for generating screen size images for my web site, but creative artistic shots were quite limited by not at all usable for printing. Because of this my artistic side had been put in the closet for a long while. My main focus providing for my family as I built up my sheet metal business took priority, as artistic photography was not going to pay the bills.
These small digital images looked fine on a computer monitor display, so I was able to use what I knew of photography to promote my sheet metal business on-line to potential Clients all across the Nation with better images than are normally shared on most business web sites. This has given my business an edge. Certainly not seen with most sheet metal shops. Those images were good enough to allow for each small thumbnail image to link to a full screen copy of that image, so they could get a closer look at my work. Since then I have added a catalog of over 10,000 images of my work on my web sites and social media to show what I have designed and built for my Clients over the last couple decades. Which has helped me to grow a strong reputation. This inspires new Clients to have faith in my ability and lay down thousands of dollars for their project, so the above average knowledge of photography has helped a great deal.
While getting good shots of my creative sheet metal work is rewarding it is still far more interesting to capture unique people and other subjects, so I will commonly be seen traveling around with a digital camera that was more expensive than most people's used car. I had only gotten much more serious with my passion for the art of photography these last few years. In 2005 digital photography had finally advanced enough with the development of a 12 meg sensor to actually begin to compete with film in order to produce good clear prints larger than a standard sheet of paper. Although, I resisted investing several thousands on camera equipment with this technology that was so rapidly changing in leaps and bounds each year. It has since even exceed film these days with as much as a 50 meg sensor in a standard size DSLR camera. As long as there is proper lighting on a subject, or the use of a long exposure using a sturdy tripod to take advantage of the lowest possible ISO setting with a tight aperture above f/9. Still to this day I find a lot of 'Professional Photographers' who clearly still do not seem to grasp this basic concept, and are wasting the potential of their expensive equipment. I would not bother to debate artistic merit of an image, but when it comes to image quality I will freely rip on them; calling BS on the notion that their poor image quality is simply their artistic style. Especially where it comes to such shallow focal depth.
I find it wild that the dynamics of digital photography is so close to that of film, where it still takes a lot of light to capture a good clear quality image using studio light to jack up the candle power over 10X that is normal found with indoor lighting. Without that kind of candle power you will not be able to capture a decent image with vibrant color that is suitable for sizable printing. It should look just as clear when viewing at full resolution as it does reduced down to monitor size. That is the undeniable test that separates the amateur from a professional; as seen with most any smart-phone image. Even in the best of lighting situations. These days most any modern DLSR camera can take amazing pictures if you have enough light on your subject. If not, you would do just as well to capture that precious moment with the limits of the tiny camera built into your smart-phone.
No matter what sort of good lighting I have to work with pretty much every image I take still needs some editing work, besides just putting my logo on it. I need to work them over in an image editing program that is commonly refereed to as 'photoshop', but I have not used Photoshop by Adobe since before the year 2000, because it is too expensive to keep upgraded and not very user-friendly. I have found another program called ACDSee that is a lot easier and faster to use, yet is also the most unstable program I have ever used. Over the last 2 decades they keep improving it's features, yet their software engineers are still clueless as how to make those features not crash their program, and their customer service has proven to be even more clueless. I've stuck with it, since any of the other programs I've tried are not even close to their user-friendly features. They more recently made a Mac version, but it is horrible compared to their PC software. They market other programs, but from what I can tell they are pretty much worthless.
Over the last 2 decades I have edited well over a million digital images of my own and many others. Each of the best images I select for processing seems to need some alteration. Such as some rotation, perspective correction, adjust the exposure, contrast, color balance, crop the image, erase moles and other blemishes. Once that processing is done then I can add my logo after it meets with my approval. Not necessarily all in that order, but you get the idea how this is not just a quick and simple process. In an hour I may only be able to work over a few images. It is clearly the most time consuming part of this process. Just making these decisions for each aspect can be exhaustively tedious, since there is so many different ways to go about this to achieve the best end result. Then more hours spent to upload thousands of images each year and add some text to tell it's story for each set of images.
For all these thousands of hours I spend on this I've not even made enough to cover the cost of the equipment I've invested in, so I must do this for the passion of it alone and wanting to share them with those who might appreciate their merit.
I imagine I could make a living with photography if I applied myself to that goal with all my intention, but I am far to busy running my sheet metal business; having been booked out 4 to 6 moths consistently over the last decade. Even all through the recession of the Bush era. That's what pays the bills, and I would be a fool to drop all that to work towards a career in photography. Especially when there are already too many people who claim to be a 'Professional Photographer', which seems to be easier these days than to be a musician.
Yet most of them are still quite clueless as to how a camera works, understand decent quality standards, or how image editing works. If they are shooting hand held without studio lights they are just a hack, and those images will not be any better than any common snapshot we can all manage to capture. No matter how much they may have spent on their camera gear it take more than that to capture a high quality image. Even the most expensive camera out there cannot capture high quality images in low light situations, like you have tried to capture in a concert from down in the crowd, and later realize how badly they turned out.
You will see plenty of images of a seemingly sexual nature, and I will not apologize for this. It is all part of the natural order of life and procreation, and should be celebrated. We are wired this way and should be ashamed of this, or shunned. We should instead be repulsed by all the glorified violence we see in the media, yet we eat that up and seek more destructive imagery and stories. If you look over my FB and DA profiles you will see I have also shared many other subject matter there, so my interests are not only that of sexy female forms, which I do see for more than the just the eroticism. Although, it is very important to realize how new life is not easily created without arousal. Ponder this for a while.
I do not touch the models I photograph. While I am capturing images of nude models I am not even being aroused. I am concentrating on lighting, focus points, and composition. I could not be thinking of them in that way during the photo shoot or those images would turn out like crap. They might as well be a sea shell or a flower. Even when I am editing those images with all the focus I need to put into that process I rarely if ever am aroused, but again why should we be demonizing arousal? Shouldn't we be embracing the seeds of creation, and not destruction within our society?
If I had not shared these images I cannot truly call myself a photographer. For what is capturing a moment like these if there is no one else to show them to. Like as with how strange it would be to paint hundreds of pictures, yet never let anyone else see them. I can see how 99% of my fans on social media will not even take the time to say thanks, let alone shell out the nominal 10 points to see the amazing detail of my full resolution images, which are clear and detailed enough for printing poster size wall art. Only a few will even bother to take the time to say 'Hi' with a comment of the images I share so freely. So be it. I must find the inspiration else where. I may think I may have captured some lovely images that I choose to share publicly. I love the look of numerous alternative shapes and curves. Although, I have seen some that are not so attractive as well in photographic documentation. Such as the diversity of life. Others will continue love to see some curves I may not care for, and some may hate the look I find most attractive. Takes all kinds. There certainly is not just one best look out there, since it is all subject to the individual observer. I too am grateful for others who have shared such lovely imagery in such a public form as this, and more importantly those who are willing to display their lovely curves for their cameras. For what is a photographer without a good subject to capture? I do what I can to give back to the Web, which has so generously given us such joy in kind.
Just the joy I may have brightened some strangers day with this food for the soul for what ever brief moment they will take to gaze upon what I have shared with them, even if they never say 'thanks'. I seem to remain driven regardless, and this passion just seems to be growing with each passing day.
I hope this was an interesting insight to this aspect of my life.